I started dating my boyfriend 13 years ago but somewhere along the line, he started cheating on me. I used to cry and pray and beg him to stop but it didn’t stop. 9 years into the relationship, I got pregnant and had to abort the baby after much persuasion from him. After this incident, I realised my love for him started decreasing in fact I started hating men all together. 2 years ago, I finally realised I had little or no love for him any more so I asked for a break up but he begged me and promised to change which surprisingly he did.
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But Ladun each time I try to look for feelings in me for him I only remember the pain and hurt I went through and the baby I aborted for him and how I might not make heaven because of the abortion. This makes me hate him more than love him. I have tried to break up with him many times but instead he ups his game and shows me more love in ways that can only be imagined.
After some fasting and prayers to God to help me handle the situation, I got some indications that he might just be sincere about loving me so I have decided to give it another try. They say the devil you know is better than the angel you don’t know so I want to give it one last shot but I want to make sure I put in my all my best with a clear heart and see how it goes.
Pls fellow LL readers, kindly help me. I will appreciate if you can give me tips on how to soften my heart towards this guy who has been my only boyfriend and help me love him. God bless you Ladun and God bless all LL readers. It would also gladden my heart if you don’t haul abuses and curses at me and just help me as I have come here with a sincere heart looking for sincere advice. Thanks again.
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